Timeless
How
do I turn this off?
Driving
in the dark
With
a lump in my throat… again
Your
smile in my mind… again
Your
face like coming home
To
myself
To
wholeness
To
that parallel life I discarded
That
haunts my heart.
Will
I ever be home?
There’s
always someone else…
There’s
no one else
Only
you
The
one I seek urgently in sleep
In
crowded buildings,
Pushing
through throngs,
Scanning
each face
For the
precious one that brings me home,
Quickly,
before it’s too late -
Before
you’re gone
Without
knowing I was there.
But
I’m not there;
I’m
here, in the wrong universe
Where
walking hand in hand with you
Is
my sweetest hopeless wish,
Here
in my car, in the dark,
With
a lumpy throat,
And
I can’t turn it off.